| And hopefully you find humor in this because i don't!?!?!?
READ THIS ALL IN AN ENGLISH ACCENT!!!!!
Well here we are... it has been such a long time since i have last confessed father. i don't think i have sinned or at least i hope not. i have just been living my life day to day. having milked all my possible activities, i have come to the conclusion that my life is a waste. now with school on the horizon, life seems just a speck more livable. whenever i inspect myself in the mirror i feel like my own eyes are judging me. with nothing but solitude in my life, it is hard to understand how many people stay sane for so long. so, sitting here on this couch i find that i in fact am insane. insanity is a funny thing really. thoughts flow through ones head quite like a land slide, only that it doesn't seem to stop. with these strange thoughts that seem to be crying out for help and i being the only spectator to even think of rescuing them leaps in to this vast rapid panic and saves these pitiful thoughts, well i dont know if i should phrase it as "saves" but it should suffice. it is quite depressing really... all these thoughts and nowhere to express them with noone to even care to hear them.... one seems to think of one dark thought....i think you know the thought that i am thinking..... but infact you are thinking the wrong thought!!! how the hell do you know what i am thinking?!?!?! really i would like to know because i would like to learn how to read minds. the thought that i was thinking was how the hell can i live with myself. i need something to give me faith in the human civilization. life seems so bleek. what is life like when shared with a others. i hate thought that i am just a speck of sand on a beach . if i could i would make me into another one of those conformist peeps that are somehow liked by all and dont even try. so be it. i shall live my life and let fate do what ever it wants with me......life till death... if you cant run then you crawl...and if you cant crawl then....you know the rest....and if you dont know the rest then you and create a scenario.....what ever floats your boat.....and if you read this whole thing then dont think different of me.....
CHEERS!!
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| don't forget about me
i maybe far away
but i ain't fading
it won't be too long
but it won't be to soon
are we still are friends?
don't forget about me...
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| Hey everyone,
well i am in brisbane, australia for the next like week and a half and after that i am gonig to the solomon islands for like 2 months
i just wanna know how everythin is going over there in the greatest country in the world AMERICA!!!
miss all of you and praying for all of you
cheers,
Ricky
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| well i am going to OLT for most of the year
ill see yall later
In another life when we are both cats
miss yall already
CH33RS!!!
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| haha well ignore that last comment
i have sent my application in
lets just hope they accept me
and lets hope i will be able to handle OLT
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